God What?
Ok I have not blogged in a long time. So I figured I would just give you guys an update on everything that has been going on. I just filled out an application for Healing Place School of Ministry. Yes that is right I am going to be a missionary. Crazy is it not? I never in my wildest dreams thought at age 25 or any age for that matter would I go to be a missionary or even be a Christian! Yeah so for some of you this is a surprise; and for some of you who know me well now, not so much. I had someone ask me the other day what made me stop the life I did lead to pick up and want to be a missionary. My cousin even said "you weren't a bad person before? What you did never really hurt anybody, did it?" Some would say no, I did not hurt anybody. If you asked my Mom, however, how much it hurt her you would get a different answer. If you asked some people who I used, they would give you a different answer. If you were to ask some of the people who looked up to me or that I influenced, you would get yet another answer. Hardly any of these would be real positive. They might not be negative, however if you could see the contrast between then and now (and some of you have) It is like night an day. I know this though: God has changed my life so dramatically that I don't want to go back, no one in their right mind would want to. I know where I have come from and I know where I am right now. And let me tell you it is all worth it. God is so amazing in all he does...: